Monday, August 22, 2016

My Heart Is Too Big For This Shit lol

Hey guys what is up,

This week has been an emotional week for me. Boss Lady does rescuing and fostering for a local rescue. When I first started working here, we had 2: Beagle and Oakley. Yes, Beagle is a rescue. No one wanted him so Boss Lady kept him. Oakley was a black pit bull who was there for about 6 months after I started and then she got adopted by one of Boss Lady’s friends. She brings her by every now and then so I still get to see my Okie. Boss Lady’s most recent rescue was a dog named Miley. She is a 2-year-old pit bull. I, personally, love pits. So I automatically fell in love with Miley. She is just the sweetest girl ever. We found out that Miley had been an owner surrender around Christmas and had amazingly spent 6 months in the shelter. (Our local shelter puts pits down really quick) While she was at the shelter she would never move. She was depressed because she had been left by her dad who she loved. So since some of Boss Lady’s 4 pits didn’t like her we tried to find her a home. She went to live with someone who boards their dog with us frequently. Everything was good. Then Boss Lady started getting emails and calls from the lady saying she was busting out of creates and peeing in the house. Miley never peed inside with us. She also didn’t mind being in her kennel. This past week while Boss Lady was on vacation the lady called her and said she could no longer keep Miley and wanted to come and drop her off. So I had to quickly rearrange some dogs and speed clean the room we were gonna put her in. When she arrived, she didn’t seem too sure about me and was kinda scared. This slightly broke my heart. Me and Miley played for hours while she was staying with us and I gave her lots of love daily so it hurt that she didn’t recognize me right off. Once she got in the gate she realized who I was and came out of her shell a bit. The lady gave me her stuff and was crying saying she hated she had to do this and it was killing her. I stood there while Miley watched as the lady she had come to know as her mom leave her. I loved on her a bit and put a leash on her and walked her to the side of the kennel she was on. Once we were on the other side I sat down. Now I am very In-tune to people and animal’s emotions so it was already killing me that she had to watch her mom leave. As soon as I sat down on the side walk, Miley walked up and put her head against my chest. I could almost hear her saying ‘She left me. Why does no one want me, Kristina?’ She kept standing there with her head against my chest as I hugged her and kissed her head as I cried for her. This poor sweet girl had to watch everyone she loved leave her. I just felt so bad for her. Yesterday Boss Lady took her home with her to try her out again with her dogs. That I know of she didn’t bring her back to the kennel so I guess all went well. I have already promised Miley that if Boss Lady can’t keep her for whatever reason and Boss Lady can’t find her a new home, that once I get my house finished she was coming to live with me. There is no leaving at my house until you pass away.

Boss Lady tried to vouch for the lady saying she tried to keep Miley but nothing was working. I have come to realize Miley appears to have separation anxiety. If you leave her alone in a house she freaks out and panics. She also doesn’t like being in confined places. She broke out of creates, even bruising her head once, and even tore up their base boards when they tried to lock her in the laundry room. Now to me that isn’t trying. If a dog doesn’t like being alone in a room or doesn’t like a create, just don’t put them in there. My dog sleeps on the couch or under my bed (his choice) or on my bed every night. The separation anxiety takes time. Kovu, my pit, had it when we first got him but now he’s fine. Once they realize you will come back, they calm down and don’t panic anymore. I just don’t get it.


Anyway guys thanks for reading and as always leave any comments, questions, or topics you’d like me to talk about in the comments and ill get back to you ASAP.  I will talk to you all later Byyyyyyyee. 


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